Who am I?

Who am I?

we can't  live without others, and human is always surrounded each other, except some people chose to live alone forever in jungle, behaves like Christ, said by Zen philosophy that he was crazy, and have mental problem at that era ,because he admitted  he was son of God. What a joke, that still got someone believe what he was saying. Hence, I am one piece of shadow or unknown black figure or memory that passing inside everyone mind. I am immortal until the person mind corrupted or died . I will stay in their mind for long time if they saw me, even a single glance.Though they will forget me someday, but the other me was emerged deeply inside their mind already, only I know where I staying and going to.

The answer for "who am I ?" is I am Who, I am someone called "Who", mean anyone, same like everyone, no any difference, a normal ordinary human being, If no restriction , I wish I can be someone I like, this is what people like to be, this is just imitation, where is original me ?It must be hide somewhere that I had forgotten. Perhaps in person's mind  who I get along with but I had forgotten ,his name, his face, his background.

I am a group of highly specific of  protein ball,  I just have fun in this earth, to maintain the population of species, this is the game rule, if I disobey , I will died. I can't even decide where I want to go, but follow the step of all protein ball repeat the cycle and  toward die , step by step, guide me to death .if protein ball don't have their own thinking, they will become useless, and just like oxygen , useful but useless.Useless when their quantity is large in amount and same structure , same elements.Oxygen are no necessarily needed.This is what all protein ball think just now, at this moment.

Art exhibition in KLCC

 KLCC

The art exhibition is a place that make people feel relax and comfort, because the environment is quiet and use the warm tone lighting.Some artwork was created abstractly and hard to understand, and without any description except tittle.How a abstract painting mean to us? Is it important ?It seem like the pattern on toilet wall, no bring any meaning.Or it just some record of some scene in life but it had been forgotten .It also can just only add some color to the bored white wall if we hang it up so it look interesting .The painting is a big mistake that make by the artist , to warn , remind and told us in another way.

Why the painting size can't big like a wall? Why all the painting can't just hang above the ceiling so we all can watch upward .When we waiting ,we will turn our head to watch anything happened surrounding us, and mostly, we will look at the sky.When we heard someone pointless speech ,we will switch our attention to surrounding ,especially sky too, we used to see upward in our routine .

Then if we make noise in horizontal view and put abstract painting in great number in horizontal line, then the painting we design or tend to hang upward the ceiling will be draw the viewer attention.The painting at the top will be emphasized.

The artwork in the exhibition is more like products in promotion, actually viewer is hardly interpret the artwork individually when there are other artworks beside it , when artworks is putting together , they will start compete and compare by viewer ,which is more attractive the which painting will being buy .The artist is no charity.The distracting of other artwork is the problem, and the distance between each painting must be predict , calculate , measure and suitable.If the whole exhibition just only one painting to show, is it still called exhibition?Why not? Then , this is the succeed exhibition, and  each painting is become mini exhibition.

Frog king....

The Frog Prince

One fine evening a young princess put on her bonnet and clogs, and went out to take a walk by herself in a wood; and when she came to a cool spring of water with a rose in the middle of it, she sat herself down to rest a while. Now she had a golden ball in her hand, which was her favourite plaything; and she was always tossing it up into the air, and catching it again as it fell.
     After a time she threw it up so high that she missed catching it as it fell; and the ball bounded away, and rolled along on the ground, until at last it fell down into the spring. The princess looked into the spring after her ball, but it was very deep, so deep that she could not see the bottom of it. She began to cry, and said, 'Alas! if I could only get my ball again, I would give all my fine clothes and jewels, and everything that I have in the world.'
     Whilst she was speaking, a frog put its head out of the water, and said, 'Princess, why do you weep so bitterly?'
     'Alas!' said she, 'what can you do for me, you nasty frog? My golden ball has fallen into the spring.'
     The frog said, 'I do not want your pearls, and jewels, and fine clothes; but if you will love me, and let me live with you and eat from off your golden plate, and sleep on your bed, I will bring you your ball again.'
     'What nonsense,' thought the princess, 'this silly frog is talking! He can never even get out of the spring to visit me, though he may be able to get my ball for me, and therefore I will tell him he shall have what he asks.'
     So she said to the frog, 'Well, if you will bring me my ball, I will do all you ask.'
     Then the frog put his head down, and dived deep under the water; and after a little while he came up again, with the ball in his mouth, and threw it on the edge of the spring.

     As soon as the young princess saw her ball, she ran to pick it up; and she was so overjoyed to have it in her hand again, that she never thought of the frog, but ran home with it as fast as she could.
     The frog called after her, 'Stay, princess, and take me with you as you said,'
     But she did not stop to hear a word.
     The next day, just as the princess had sat down to dinner, she heard a strange noise - tap, tap - plash, plash - as if something was coming up the marble staircase, and soon afterwards there was a gentle knock at the door, and a little voice cried out and said:

'Open the door, my princess dear,
Open the door to thy true love here!
And mind the words that thou and I said
By the fountain cool, in the greenwood shade.'

 
     Then the princess ran to the door and opened it, and there she saw the frog, whom she had quite forgotten. At this sight she was sadly frightened, and shutting the door as fast as she could came back to her seat.
     The king, her father, seeing that something had frightened her, asked her what was the matter.
     'There is a nasty frog,' said she, 'at the door, that lifted my ball for me out of the spring this morning. I told him that he should live with me here, thinking that he could never get out of the spring; but there he is at the door, and he wants to come in.'
     While she was speaking the frog knocked again at the door, and said:

'Open the door, my princess dear,
Open the door to thy true love here!

And mind the words that thou and I said
By the fountain cool, in the greenwood shade.'

     Then the king said to the young princess, 'As you have given your word you must keep it; so go and let him in.'
     She did so, and the frog hopped into the room, and then straight on - tap, tap - plash, plash - from the bottom of the room to the top, till he came up close to the table where the princess sat.
     'Pray lift me upon chair,' said he to the princess, 'and let me sit next to you.'
     As soon as she had done this, the frog said, 'Put your plate nearer to me, that I may eat out of it.'
     This she did, and when he had eaten as much as he could, he said, 'Now I am tired; carry me upstairs, and put me into your bed.' And the princess, though very unwilling, took him up in her hand, and put him upon the pillow of her own bed, where he slept all night long.
     As soon as it was light the frog jumped up, hopped downstairs, and went out of the house.
     'Now, then,' thought the princess, 'at last he is gone, and I shall be troubled with him no more.'
     But she was mistaken; for when night came again she heard the same tapping at the door; and the frog came once more, and said:

'Open the door, my princess dear,
Open the door to thy true love here!
And mind the words that thou and I said
By the fountain cool, in the greenwood shade.'

     And when the princess opened the door the frog came in, and slept upon her pillow as before, till the morning broke. And the third night he did the same. But when the princess awoke on the following morning she was astonished to see, instead of the frog, a handsome prince, gazing on her with the most beautiful eyes she had ever seen and standing at the head of her bed.

 

 

     He told her that he had been enchanted by a spiteful fairy, who had changed him into a frog; and that he had been fated so to abide till some princess should take him out of the spring, and let him eat from her plate, and sleep upon her bed for three nights.
     'You,' said the prince, 'have broken his cruel charm, and now I have nothing to wish for but that you should go with me into my father's kingdom, where I will marry you, and love you as long as you live.'
     The young princess, you may be sure, was not long in saying 'Yes' to all this; and as they spoke a brightly coloured coach drove up, with eight beautiful horses, decked with plumes of feathers and a golden harness; and behind the coach rode the prince's servant, faithful Heinrich, who had bewailed the misfortunes of his dear master during his enchantment so long and so bitterly, that his heart had well-nigh burst.
     They then took leave of the king, and got into the coach with eight horses, and all set out, full of joy and merriment, for the prince's kingdom, which they reached safely; and there they lived happily a great many years. .............................................................................................................................................



The story inspires me that sometimes curse is really existed. But always the good person received it.This is because, the jealous of others. however, even what the jealous guys hope is totally perfect, the good person
can be escape from their traps. This indicated that the world still had some hope. and too educated children and encourage them to do what they are doing without give out.Why the prince can't be a turtle? a snake? a worm? a cockroach? Does the frog ugly enough?The princess is too naive, to believe the words from a frog,
just like children, the thinking of the princess is same like a child. Undoubtedly , the stereotyped mindset of child into the story can intrigue the feel of the target viewers which is children  effectively.so, if adults read a children theme story, it doesn't give him a deep memorable scene in mind and too seem no educated at all due to the great experience of adults accumulated. Ending is too perfect, even children also can't accept it, nowadays, youth are more affect by the media like movie, drama, an so on, the negative side is formed gradually in their mind.Thus perfect ending is seem too arbitrary us.The turning of the plot is too less.The turning and climax of the story is the main concern of the viewers.The "frog prince story is no interested at all as the turning and climax is just a little and no innovative. I expect it can be added more .So this can attract the attention of youth in this generation.

Do nothing to achieve success

I think that everyone will have think or imagine about how can I get the result without doing anything. I can tell you that you really can realize your dream. Do you heard about "Zen"?. The founder of Apple, Steven Job was using this "Zen " thinking or idea concept to generate idea. Therefore, the impressive work , ipad, iphone is invented and benefited everyone nowadays. How he do that? What is "Zen" ?.

Firstly, I am quite curious about it. So I go to read some book about it ,trying to understand the secret of achieve goal like Steve. I found a book called "zen" ,written by Osho. The content of the book is astonished and make me shocked .It let me know about actually there was still have something I forget since I born. And what we are finding now is finding our previous one at starting point of our life, the original of us.

It indicated that we need to forget all of the knowledge, to achieve the peace and calm in our deeper mind, include language. Its concept is totally opposite with the logical thinking. And in other hand, It also point out the suspicious side of every religion ,it make me started to doubt about my religious, I started to doubt god.
Its purpose is wanted me to away from god, no matter is Buddanist, Islamic , or Krisitan, we shouldn't live in a shadow of god, it encourage us to be ourselves, to being responsible to ourselves and no succumb or believe blindly to god.

So, after we know about it, we will become more clam and steady, because we no need to scare about god, think about god, we finally get the freedom, freedom of mind. And this is the way to provide a environment for idea generation. But how?

It told us to empty our mind , do whatever post that you think you comfort , do nothing but relax your every single muscles ,if the idea is appeared then let it appeared , If it want to leave ,let it leave, we become relax, and everything is become harmony. Then our mind become clear, more clear.At last , we will get the good idea easily through incubation or in unconscious situation.

"Zen " is the place where I get the peace in mind, it affect my whole life eventually, it teach me throw away the unwanted mind set, and awaken me from religious perception. Even we do nothing but It make us see clear and thoroughly, then it is enough for us to achieve success due to solving problem in relax, calm , steady way.